Why is it hard for me to say it out loud that we are a couple/item?

it'd be weird for me to say "i have a bf" not that i've ever had one. but i just think that somethings are better keeping to urself. for some reason, idk. i think it's like not telling the whole world ur mom was a total b.tch to u when u were young if ur a celebrity because it's just one of those types of personal things. f.cuk i need to study.